terbaca

Hari ini saya terbaca kisah yat yang nampak balasan terhadap wanita2 yang tidak menutup aurat di dalam neraka dan bagaimana mereka merayu2 kepada Allah SWT untuk kembali ke dunia supaya dapat menunaikan kewajipan tersebut.MasyaAllah,beruntung lah dia kerana diberi hidayah yang sgt terang lagi bersuluh. tapi jika kita fikirkan kembali,yat melihat semua ini disaat dia bersujud dalam solat sunat taubat. so saya rasa sgt setuju dgn kata2 di blog farah lee "hidayah itu perlu dicari bukan dinanti"

kadang2 rasa bahagia tengok ramai kawan2 dah mula beralih arah..mula sedar dengan kepentingan islam.mula untuk mengetahui ape tujuan sebenarnya kita berada di dunia ni.tapi kadang2 terdetik jugak,bila pulak diri sendiri nak berubah kan..ye lah orang kate kena slow2 tapi kalau da 21 tahun pun xnak start lagi,nak tunggu brape lama..

peliknyaa kita manusia ni..ni peringatan untuk diri sendiri jugak..peliknyaa kita..perihal kawen kerja anak2 yang bertahun2 akan datang kita da fikir dari sekarang ....in fact kita decide nak kerja ape since kecik lagi..cikgu2 dari darjah satu duk tanya cita2 nak jadi ape..da besar nak buat ape..tajuk2 karangan pun boleh tahan..rumah idaman saya,kereta idaman. kita terlalu di besarkan dengan benda2 keduniaan..tanpa kita sedar kita terlupa dengan destinasi terakhir kita..kita tak hidup di dunia untuk selamanya..perihal akhirat kita slalu rase mcm oh xpe lambat lg..dah tua2 nnt insaflah..tu kalau smpat tua..kita xtahu bila ajal kita akan datang..kita bace berita,dari pengalaman pun pasti ade kawan2 yang sebaya yang da pergi menghadap ilahi. kalau ditakdirkan umur xpanjang,mcm mane?cukup tak amalan2 kita?kenapa kita boleh rancang mase depan yg lagi 10 tahun sedangkan kita xsure pun kita dapat sampai kesana tapi xnak ready utk hari akhirat yang mmg sah2 Allah cakap akan jadi.yang memang mcm2 mane sekalipun kita akan tempuhi..soalan ni untuk diri saya sendiri jugak..kadang2 leka duk plan for my future nak keje kt mane,nk beli rumah kereta tapi rumah kt syurga nak beli?xnak kumpul amal dari sekarang ke?mati itu pasti..jadi kita harus bersedia esp sebab kita xtau bila kita akan mati..

Allah berfirman dalam surah Al Anbiya ayat 35 yang bermaksud

"dan setiap yang bernyawa akan merasakan mati.kami akan menguji kamu dengan keburukan dan kebaikan sebagai cobaan. dan kamu akan dikembalikan hanya kepada kami"

ayat ni sangat bermakna. Allah cakap setiap yang hidup tu pasti akan merasa mati..so memang sah2 kita semua akan mati. Allah jugak cakap dia akan uji kita dengan keburukan dan kebaikan..kita slalu associate ujian dgn bala bencana malapetaka semua yg xbest2 laa but little did we know that actually segala kebaikan tu pun ujian..ujian dari rase riak,rase bagus..ujian dari leka..ye la makin banyak duit makin nak cari lagi banyak..makin kaya,nak jadi lagi kaya..makin cantik,nak jadi lagi cantik..kita memang xkan pernah cukup.

saya nak share satu nasihat dari kawan usrah..dia cakap dunia ni macam bayang2..akhirat tu macam lampu..so kalau kita kejar bayang2 lama2 kita akan makin jauh dari lampu tu.tapi kalau kita kejar lampu bayang2 akan sentiasa ikut kita..so pilihlah jalan mane yang kita nak pilih..

salam :)

islam

assalamualaikum..
i have so much to learn and i'm still learning bit by bit but i think there's no harm for me trying to share my  opinion from what i've learned in my blog. hopefully it'll act as a reminder for me to try and be a better person every day.

let's talk about islam.the religion that millions or billions of people in the world claim as their faith. we say we are muslims but to come to think of it what have we done that really show our religion. it's been known that islam is not just a religion.it's a way of life.let's look at our lives. are we living it right? does anyone can really be sure and say it out loud yes i've been living my life as i should. even our prophet muhammad(peace be upon him) that has been promised a place in paradise, repents more than hundred times a day..how about us?have we ever repent for all the sins we've done intentionally or not?

in chapter 2 verse 208, Allah said

'O you who have believed, enter into Islam completely [and perfectly] and do not follow the footsteps of Satan. Indeed, he is to you a clear enemy.'

it has been clearly said, to those who BELIEVED, enter into islam COMPLETELY and PERFECTLY.

there's always different interpretation when reading quran depending on individual perception but this simple verse is more or less self explanatory. It says that if you choose to claim yourself as muslims, be ONE! do exactly what islam teaches us to do. we cant just follow one rule and neglect the other according to our preferences and yet we shamelessly claim ourselves as muslim. yes we always hear people say,you cant change abruptly,it's not gonna be permanent. I guess it's true but for how long are we going to drag this phase just because we feel like we are not ready? why why? why arent we ready to serve our God when He's given us too much love. I guess we take things for granted. just because we achieved everything and have all things we want, are we going to forget about our creator? 

in chapter 7 verse 34

To every people is a term appointed: when their term is reached not an hour can they cause delay nor (an hour) can they advance (it in anticipation).

when the time comes, and that's the end of our lives there's not a single thing we can do to delay or to make it faster. before that time comes, let's us all repent and try our best to enter into islam completely and perfectly. let's start with a simple things.cover ourself as completely as we can. let's try to learn and get to know islam better. eventhough we are muslims, i personally think there's still a lot that we dont know about islam. and there's a saying, we wont love something until we get to know it. step by step, even though it's just a small step let's bring ourself forward,with hope to be better each day. and just so you know, in every step we take towards Him, He's taking hundreds towards us.

this post is a reminder to myself as well because i dont think i have done anything for my religion. let's start now. 

saya mahu berubah

saya mahu berubah..detik hati..20 tahun hidup sebagai seorang muslim.adakah saya benar2 mempraktikkan islam dalam kehidupan..adakah saya bersedia menghadapi hari kebangkitan?cukupkah amalan2 yang dilakukan.sedih perit tapi saya sangat yakin jawapanyya tidak..iman turun dan naik tapi hakikatnye banyak yg dibawah dari yang di atas.bila gembira,sedih saya ingat kepada pencipta tapi bila pada kebiasaanya?malu untuk mengaku tapi saya yakin jawapanya tidak.

saya mahu jadi anak yang baik.yang mampu menggembirakan ibu dan ayah.tapi saya yakin tiada apa yang lebih membuat mereka gembira daripada melihat anak mereka menjadi insan solehah.jadi kenapa dilengahkan niat untuk berubah..ape yang dinanti?perlukah amaran ajal datang baru hati ini tergerak untuk benar2 berubah.bilakah niat ini dapat dilaksanakan..

orang kata hidayah itu perlu dicari,bukan dinanti..mungkin yang menghalang adalah

1. takut dgn pandangan orang sekeliling
2. menutup aurat sepenuhnya tidak trendy
3. menjaga batas dikatakan anti sosial
4. menjadi lemah lembut dirasakan hipokrit

tetapi..secebis dr hati ini mengatakan

• adakah pandangan manusia lagi penting dr yang maha esa
• adakah trendy dan mendapat perhatian orang membawa ke syurga
• kalau benar mereka sahabat sejati,mereka pasti disisi dan bergembira melihat perubahan saya.
• hipokrit terlalu subjektif.adakah gelak terbahak2 mengilai itu menjadikan kita tidak hipokrit.

kekuatan saya..kedua ibu bapa saya.saya tidak mahu menarik ayah ke neraka kerana tingkah laku saya

saya tidak mahu ibu masih risaukan anaknya yang sudah berusia 20 tahun.

saya mahu jadi gadis itu:

• yang mengatahu luar dalam tentang islam
• yang tegas mempertahankan agamanya
• yang menjaga batas pergaulanya
• yang menjaga adab sopan dan tuturnya
• yang menutup aurat sepenuhnya

dan banyak lagi..saya mahu jadi wanita hebat..saya mahu jadi seseorang yang mampu memberi inspirasi.saya Nik Idzni Dalila akan berjuang ke arah menjadi muslimah sejati..

Bismillahirrahmanirahim :)

Ya Allah,bantulah hambamu ini.

my lovely family :D

when i was born,i didnt have silver spoon in my mouth. sometimes i wonder how is this fair.growing up in a simple family.i wasnt being pampered with those branded clothes or expensive stuff. we lived rather a simple yet a need-to-be-grateful life. as we go on,as the time passes i learn bit by bit and i come to realize that it's good that way.it's perfect actually,the plan that God has for each and everyone of us.we just cudnt see it.

i always question myself..or probably just wondering how would it be like if i was a daughter of a very wealthy family.am i gonna be like who i am right now.i bet no.the more i think about it,the more grateful i've become.i might not have the best family in the world but i have more than what i need.i have the perfect one for me.i have a family that i really love.

we ate simple food, mom cooked whenever she's free but most of the time she didnt so we ended up with simple menus like fried chicken or probably just friend eggs with soysauce. but who cares. mom's food is always the best ad nothing beats that. i probably have a bit more money living in london but seriously i would rather choose those simple food rather than the delicious yet unhealthy food i'm having in london right now.but yeah i'm glad for what i have now,it's just that i wanna say nothing beats the food i've grown with no matter how simple it sounds for some people.

we might not have all the money in the world but the love we share is definitely worth millions of any currency u can find in this world.i love how my parents look at money as responsibility.mom once said,if we had a lot of money,we're gonna get more questions on how we obtain and use it in the hereafter.so she rather choose to have just enough so that we could survive.my dad,even though he hasnt been working since he got married to my mom,the issue of whose superior than the other has never surfaced in our family.my mom respects my dad as a leader of the family although all the money come from my mom.i salute that! as their children i used to wonder why my dad didnt work but i guess that never changed the way i view him.he's still a man whose responsibility is to take care of us thus he needs to be respected.whatever decision he made,he must have his own reason and i think it's better that way.

i have 7 siblings and i'm the youngest one.yes to be honest, we quarreled a lot when we were little. i never knew that after years and years we have become a big happy family. each and everyone of us stands by one another during he hardest phase in live. be it relationship problems or problems with studying or working.we'll find a way to at least make one another feels better.i'm glad for the fact that when one of my sister is trying to find a job,everyone is trying their best to help out,sending resumes to all the friends.thinking about this makes me go all teary. we've grown up! well i guess it's all because of the way our parents taught us that makes us one. now i got the answers for all my questions. God didnt give me the family i've been dreaming of to have..the wealthy family that everyone wanna be in but instead He gave me a wonderful perfect family,more than i expected! yes it takes time to realise all these but seriously i'm learning to love my family more and more each day.whatever i have,i feel like i wanna share with them. wherever i go,i feel like i wanna bring them to those places one day. and i'm glad that i realise it now.

so i'm gonna make a big shout out here,dear my lovely family members, just so u know i appreciate ur existence in my life and i'm gonna love you guys forever and i hope whatever happens we're gonna stay as one..now and forever. to ma and ku, thank you for raising me as such so that now i know that money isnt everything!i'll bear that in mind :D

All For You - Kayla Hang (Original)

uncertainty

well the most common reason which hold people back from achieving their dreams is uncertainty. we are afraid of those risks that may arise if we took the road less travelled. but i have to say in life nothing is more interesting than doing something because you want to do it not because you think you should do it because everyone does.

life's gonna be boring if we were to do every single thing that other people say is good for us. once in a while,doing something foolish or random, or doing something that can make your heart beats faster can make you feel a different side of live. in the end these experiences are going to make you smile in your old days.

for me when i really want to do something i will try my best.atleast even if it's not meant to happen they way i really want it to,i'm happy that atleast i put an effort rather than just wondering of what might happen if i did.what if is a killer question.sometimes it makes you regret not taking chances while you still can.so stop wishing,stop hoping,get up and make it real.even if it hurts when you dont get what you wan, deep down you know you've stand for what you call it a dream but maybe God has a different plan.a better one as always.

it takes a lot of courage but seriously if something you want is really great then it wont come as easy as you wish.otherwise you would not want it so badly i bet. take chances,put aside your pride and face your fear.be that girl.that girl with confident.someone who knows exactly what she wants in her life. dont settle down for something good when you know you deserve better.girls,dont underestimate yourself.

P/S i did something really crazy few weeks back and i'm glad i did it.i still dont know how it might turn out but atleast i'm out of the what if phase :)

Kim Hyun Joong - Because I'm Stupid (w/ Eng Subs)

such a nice song :D